Today has been a day of release. It started with a daily task/schedule all laid out. More details here.
My day has not gone according to plan…
I have a post that is almost finished. It’s all about blood. Perfect to post on Halloween. I wanted to take An Electric Bath first. This time with Amethyst and Sodalite. You know, get those creative vibes moving!
Sodalite is known as The Poet’s Stone. Perfect for setting the vibration to creatively express myself. I have found using it with Amethyst adds a whole new level.
Amethyst is known to relax and clear one’s mind. I find myself very distractable. (Something I am working on.)
I started the water running and got my crystals all set up along the edge of my old bathtub. (I really do love having a bathtub, even if its older than me!) Found some inspiring music and settled into the hot water.
After thanking the water, and offering it Reiki, I placed my hands in gassho position, and began my meditation. I thanked God/Source for allowing me to share Reiki with others, and to help heal myself. I softly said the 5 Reiki precepts aloud. This is my way of grounding and centering myself before any Reiki session.
I asked that Reiki help clear away any blockages, which may be stopping my creative flow of words. I placed my hands on my head, allowing Reiki to flow through my Crown Chakra, followed by my Third Eye Chakra. This was followed by tears.
Ahh, the sweet release of blockages…
This is where all the trending people would say I’m gonna get real or some linguistic phrase involving the word real. I’m clearly not someone who is trending (or even trendy 😄). But, I am going to be honest and it may hurt some feelings. (It’s okay. We are all on our own journey. 💜💚💙)
I do not have a supportive tribe. At least not near me. I have a few here on this terrestrial plane that offer emotional support occasionally. And, I appreciate it whole heartedly. But, it’s across the distance.
As I continued down through the Chakras, the ethereal downloads continued. While I may not have a large (or even small) tribe of emotional supporters here on Earth, My Ethereal Tribe is huge! Did you know I have FIVE Spirit Guides?! Three of them are always talking to me, sending me downloads, and playing tricks. I just need to be open and listen.
As my tears continued to flow, they guided me through other blockages I need to release. I have built a brick wall over the last 21 years. A wall of fear. Fear of
🔸Going new places by myself
🔸Not recognizing someone and them being offended or think I don’t like them
🔸Tripping, falling, and not being able to get up (Help! I’ve fallen…🙂)
There are so many more bricks in this wall. But, I am going to keep my inner ear open for all the whispers my Spirit Guides send me. I gave them permission to smack me upside the head if I miss something.
I am going to tear down each and every brick in this wall. I am going to keep my vibration high. Pulsing along with my heart, which will remain open to all those vibrating at the same level of love.
Before finishing my Self Reiki, as I grounded myself, I surrendered to God/Source, to my Spirit Guides, to my Angels, to Mother Nature. I asked them to take these fears from me, to pull these blockages free. Together, we will destroy my wall of fear and build my tribe.
**Thank you for taking the time to read this very personal post. While it may have been a bit heavy in nature, I hope you were inspired. We all have our inner struggles. If needed, please, find a way that works for you to move through them.